The winter of the rose

If I am to put a name to every year of my life, the time when the Sun returns to the same degree it had on our birthday, the year of a solar revolution in astrology, the time from one birthday to the next one, this last one is for me ”the winter of the rose”. I will be under the rose symbol all the time until February 3, 2013. We arrived at our new home, sweet home, and were welcomed by the previous owner with a red rose. We arrived there later in the evening. After our arriving many national roads were closed because of the snow storms. We were so fortunate to arrive at home right before the roads close! Time to take a rest, to re-evaluate the experience lived in the last year, to appreciate what we have and the “now” moment. Time to be grateful for all the love and the help we received on the way… Travelling home with my three old kitties on the ship of the Earth. Walking our road and living from the heart in the spiritual Cosmos. But pay attention: living from the heart is contagious! Being grateful for such a rich opportunity even we wept or suffered unexpected pains, losses and betrayals. A rose for all my friends here!

We have a new home!

Good news, dear friends: we have a new house! I thank to you all for you gave me the power to succeed! After months of fighting the adversity that life puts before us sometime to test our strength, we begin to see the light again! I bless this tiny and warm house that will abode me and the last three cats! We lost Nestemata two months ago when she decided she had enough here and wanted to rest beyond the rainbow… Tomorrow we take the road to our new home. I will post new photographs as soon as possible. We move from Bucharest to Campina, on the Prahova Valley, a beautiful location in Romania and Europe. We have few things, most important being the cats, the cameras and the computer. Three sacks with my books were stolen last summer, so we no longer have books, we have only what remained after reading them all. I never expected that my life could take such a trajectory, but finally I believe our higher self knows better where to lead us. Our world will radically change soon, keep your faith, love your heart and try to see the world through your heart! I`l be back soon! Love for you all!

What do you think ?

Until fall 2005 I hadn`t yet internet. I was reading Jasmuheen, Antony de Mello, Paul Ferrini, Marianne Wilkinson, Celestine prophesies, E. Tolle, N.Donald Walsh, Virginia Essene, Gregg Bradden, Osho, Gourdieff, Ouspensky, Krishnamurti, UGKrishnamurti, Deepak Chopra, Steiner, ECayce , Castaneda, Dane Rudhiar, Martin Schulman, Barbara Brennan, Janine Fontaine and many others the like.
And I was happy, very happy with my cats, plants, books, all feeding my openness towards people, life and knowledge.
It was so easy to be luminous and illuminated…I dreamed then of a time when I could write coaching astrology books. Money were few, but we were cared of.
2006 brought me my first camera, bought on loan and a new life seemed to begin. I sometime believed I was already with one foot on the New Earth and to this end I begun to collect all the beauties I could find through the images and pictures I have stocked on my hard disk.
Now I was dreaming about writing books about harmony, beauty and how to build our life in nature using organic materials and beauties.
I dreamed about myself as an architect of the new housing and gardening. In my mind I was always a creator, an architect, the profession that could be of a maximum satisfaction because architecture art is a must everywhere on the New Earth.
I believed in God, Christ, Metatron, Kwan Yin, the many archangels and angels and Mothers that ensured that here on Earth we evolve as it should.
I believed in Pleyadians, Arcturians, Andromedans helping us to become a galactic, evolved, race, I fell in love with Feline people, I felt integrated in cosmos and I felt harmonic in my own heart.
When did it begun the dismantling of a life I fought for teeth & claws?
I don`t know, probably somewhere between fall 2008 and spring 2011, when awful, harsh events and circumstances begun to gather and gain momentum until all of them have forced violently my life dismantling one by one all I have built before.
To what end? I was aware and I knew I was not in denial neither about my life and people it had, nor about me and myself.
Life begun to be hostile and every months took something off, until now when it took my home, my books, my money and all my acquaintances.
To what end?? One is supposed to arrive on the New Earth completely naked??
I now question everything but I didn`t yet found my answers. Do you?
Those that want the New Earth even with the price of their own lives, are indeed crucified thousand times until they are completely exhausted, thwarted and thrown in a miserable life of poverty and isolation. That last one being the emotional “kaput” point in my humble opinion.
Something it is not yet said, could it be something wrong and evil? What is your take?
We,the exhausted ones, should gather together and build communities everywhere it is possible…
What do you think?

"Bring Down the Internet" or “Collapse the world's economy”? Nearly impossible!!!

As many of you probably know from my profile, I have a master in economy and I have worked as an economist for first part of my life. It is a long time by now I am searching for metaphysical causes of what we have as economic system worldwide. There are now scientific proofs that if an economic system collapses, by a premeditated or not design, it will not damage most of us, actually it will have more of a kind of cleansing effect. I mean those systems that try to restrict the freedom and the movement will crumble and fall away. If we investigate the Chaos Theory we will come across the theory of Complex Adaptive Systems, a very recent science. When people get together and form an economy as large as the planetary economy, we have a system whose properties remained quasi-unknown until we have the tools that can analyze the behavior of the system. It is now known that the more the system is driven towards instability, the more likely it is that it will suddenly re-arrange into a higher level of order. These changes cannot be predicted or scripted, but they do occur. If we have a pile of sand forming from a trickle-feed up top, as the pile rises in height, it becomes more and more unstable and it enters into Chaos. When the chaos reaches its peak of instability, scientists have concluded that we cannot predict the speed and/or direction of movement of any particle in the system. The system takes on an unpredictable behavior where it acts as a whole and not as a sequence of individual grains. There is a sudden shift and the pile restructures itself. The pile does not simply collapse, it just changes its shape. There are many resources where we can research, but this is a good one to start with: complexity.orcon.net.nz/intro.html :
"A complex adaptive system is a complex system that has the ability to not only respond to the outside environment, but one that can adapt itself to become more efficient within its given environment: this is a system which can learn! All forms of life are complex adaptive systems. Plants grow towards the light, animals seek out food and humans work to develop themselves. Complex Adaptive Systems are formed by a number usually large of individual autonomous agents interacting intensely together, like human beings forming the global economy. This creates complex non-linear interactions that allow the emergence of new properties for the system that could not have been predicted beforehand. The new patterns are often system-wide. When human beings get together they form cultures and languages. "
This body of information clearly shows us why "Bring Down the Internet" or “collapse the world's economy” could not happen because both, Internet and world economy, are complex adaptive systems. Each person has the potential to restructure the economy and as long as the sun rises and sets, birds fly, rain falls, trees grow we have the resources to continue to persevere. We are a complex adaptive system and no one on this planet have anywhere near as much control over that systems, even some people would like to believe this. Individuals, alone and/or grouped, are the key factor. It is a time when everyone must do his/her choices because it is no longer possible to be with both sides, with both opposites: duality here on Earth is arrived at its own very end and we live it just now. No one could rule in a complex adaptive system that is filled with independent, free-acting individuals, any one of which could have a massive and unprecedented cascading effect upon the entire system. We are experiencing it right now. So there is place for much hope!

A note to my readers...

Thank you for being here all this time! Yes, I`m back! I had a hard time meanwhile. No, I wasn`t sick, I was so deeply sad that I couldn`t write a single word, also I didn`t make any new photographs and I couldn`t speak. Fortunately my cats understand me without needing a word, LOL! The money were and are so little, so inconsistent, that many times we are missing even “ the survival pack”, let alone the energizers for the camera, expensive enough in this country. Fortunately it was and is a good time to put new question, to choose new roads in my life, to change some beliefs, to heal some very old wounds. And, I`m sure, to meet new people, to begin new friendships, I “suspect” many new opportunities are somewhere around the corner, just at my hand now, arriving in my life.

I lost some friends, not by their death or my choice, but by their own choice. So be it, even it was so painfully hard to live and believe all that it happened. This meaning I was, again, misunderstood. But again, fortunately, we still have a roof above our heads, when so many others poor people have lost theirs everywhere on this planet. We have kind, good neighbors, many trees, fresh green now, lush vegetation around the bloc, many birds singing in their branches. A good time to begin build a new life, a good time for fresh and beautiful projects!

When I began this blog in the fall of 2007 I was urged by my heart to find a mean to speak about our New Earth. To keep the project alive with many other likeminded people. I`m not a channeler. I`m rather very intuitive, I always was this way, I`m a good medium and I have a good communication with my higher self. I also have a kind of bizarre knowledge accumulated in over 30 years of gnostic researches. I love all languages because that means communication. Spoken languages, emotion languages, light languages, sound languages, forms and shapes languages, we have so many possibilities! I equally love handcraft and work, mental work, emotional and fine art work.

In all this time I understood that the New Earth begins in our very heart and mind and it is created by us with the cosmic help of the planetary cycles. There are cycles in the cycles, little ones and greater ones, as in an onion, both in our solar system, the Milky Way galaxy and in all this Creation. No one can stop The New Earth because it is a cosmic work and timing. But in the process some people can be lost by their very own choice.

Happy New Year 2009!!!

A great new year for all my friends and visitors here!
Be blessed with happiness & prosperity with all your families and pets there, dear ones!

"What we will offer to humanity will in itself keep us in a higher vibration because it is in alignment with us...

...it is our calling and part of our soul purpose. Our store-fronts are usually what we are very good at. Our store-front is usually something that comes very naturally to us. We are so good at it, in fact, that it is effortless. It fits us to a tee. We do not have to struggle with it, learn a lot about it, or "use notes" when we utilize it. We do it so effortlessly, that we may not even be aware that we are good at it. We just assume that everyone has this ability and talent because it has been with us for so long."

Feeling at home in unknown is a privileged and rewarding feeling, which rises from inside.

"Releasing much of the old now places you in the new. So then, your store-front may now be very different from any of your store-fronts of the past."

But innocence in genius and candor in power are both noble qualities.

"Your soul is navigating new waters now and will miraculously show you the way. Your soul is your partner, your best supporter, and the one who loves you the most."

"Strengthening your connection to your soul and to Source is now the next step.You will find yourself in a space that is totally removed from the old world and old reality." ( All cits are from Karen Bishop at http://What`s upon planet Earth")
Thank you for visiting me at that time when we need so much each other, be blessed!

Let your heart shine!

I wish you all your heart dreams become true!

End game

Let there be peace, love and abundance!

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